EntropicByDesign
It's all so very confusing.
And just in general, I don't mean this as a whining , long winded bitchfest or anything.. it's just that writing and typing are cathartic to me and part of how I organize my thoughts, in addition to me trying to own my mistakes and not make excuses. I've gone back through and read what I've written here and elsewhere and I'm not going to bring my hands into it anymore, that's just making an excuse. If they cost me, they cost me, but ultimately it's an input error, I did something wrong that had I don't differently, would have worked. Like when I try to block on wakeup and get hit over and over - that's just a input I have to make myself adjust. I need to find ways to reset my thumb on the dpad and make sure I don't mash it down really hard like I tend to do, because that's what stops me from being able to take it back off. None of this, if executed correctly, puts me at a disadvantage of any kind. I just have to take an extra couple small steps, ones that can be taken during "dead" ingame, such as while I'm being combo'd or knocked down, or while someone is being juggles by me - for instance, if I B3 someone , it's a good time to lightly flex my hands and try to return my fingers to a light, neutral position. I get in the heat of the moment and don't do that kind of stuff and I end up with a claw-hand that won't respond for a moment, or that starts to shake or when I go to press a button my finger doesn't respond, or pushes really hard, or blah blah. All of it can be managed, and I'm using it as an excuse. It's not even super hard to manage, just repetition and staying mentally conscious of what I need to do.
Anyway, just thinking out loud... I think I'll start a training journal elsewhere so I don't clutter the thread with this shit, but still have a place to kind of lay my thoughts out and make notes on what I fucked up, what I did well, etc.
Anyway, just thinking out loud... I think I'll start a training journal elsewhere so I don't clutter the thread with this shit, but still have a place to kind of lay my thoughts out and make notes on what I fucked up, what I did well, etc.