Its Game Over, Man
As I said, if you truly have a history with mental illness as you say, that's nothing to be targeted for. Even with the whole "charging people for info" issue, I'm not gonna give you any shit for your battle. I've been there myself, it's not something I'd wish on anyone.Wish it was that easy. I think even when I get to that level of skill I'll still be memed and my mental health struggles will be straw manned for memes.
I'll leave it at that, but I do truly wish you the best with regards to your mental health and hope you can find some peace with it.