"Man, i should have anti-aired those jump ins."
"I need to learn the ins and outs of this MU"
"I'm still not good enough, need more practice."
"Need to start breaking those throws"
I wonder if some of you ask yourselves similar questions, do you feel cheated? Do you feel there are particular areas in the game that you should improve? I need to have a widen perspective of general struggles for this game so i can grasp which things to work on first whenever i have the time.
I think/say those sort of things a lot of times. I don't feel cheated, b/c I place a lot of the responsibility on myself.
I've been to one monthly (35 ppl) and 3 weeklies (14-16 ppl per) so far and have won just 2 sets. However, I've only ever been washed in 2 sets (well, 3, but that one I was cold, hadn't played in 1.5 days!
). All my other sets have been close and have just come down to me not knowing the MU, misinputs due to lack of calmness, or just having so many decisions going through my mind at once and I pick the wrong one. Online is similar, tho I've only played Ranked a handful of times. Most of my online matches are long sets w/ friends (ones who also go to the same tourneys as me).
So I know I need more practice on my MU knowledge and decision making as intangible things to work on. More online sets vs strangers (to get character variety) and research will help that.
Execution errors, while a tangible thing to improve, also come down to the intangibles of getting frustrated at myself, trying to rush decisions, etc. Basically, I just need to be calm. Which, probably more Ranked will help with. Character crisis, playing other games...all weak excuses for avoiding Ranked. I just need to do Ranked more.
As with anything, the more experience you have, the more likely you are to not be adversely affected by it when things go wrong.
a little piece of psychologycal advice here, hehe:
Nope, not gonna permit myself to get stressful regarding loses in a game
remember, the main and original purpose of games, are .... to have fun and amusing time .....
I need to work on this.
If we wanna get real deep here, a lot of the reason I place so much burden on myself to get better (even tho I don't actually dedicate enough time as said above, smh...) is b/c I want to be good at something competitively (or cooperatively, sure), I guess to feel some sort of "purpose" or to give myself something to aim for. And it's not like I need to be someone godlike at that something. In regards to FGs, I just want to be a threat at my locals. That simple, really.
I used to play basketball a lot, 2-3x a week for about 3 years, and that was sort of my activity satiate my competitive urge and try to continuously improve (i.e. have a "purpose" for). But I have not played in over a year. I'm 34 w/o any kids and have a nice-paying job w/ a pension and full benefits. So, I basically live a pretty mundane life. So there is this sort of "something to strive for" void in my life, and about 1.5 years ago I decided fighting games (which I had played casually since I was 8) would fill that void.
The pressure of filling this void is what causes me to ultimately NOT even enjoy myself at tournaments sometimes, b/c I get so disappointed in myself for not being as good as I know I can be. Honestly, until I have a family to shift my priorities, not sure I'll ever be able to do things completely free spirited or w/o care of the results. I've had the burden of "need to be good at something" placed on me since I was an adolescent. Subconscious mindsets are hard to overcome.