@ArsonX
1) fuck doctors. You're not juicing up, you don't take any meditation in general as I understand and you bother making a thread about your anger at the site of the game that pisses you off, but still want to play. You are mentally FINE
2) FUCK weed... no I won't elaborate weed mofos, so you keep smoking it
3) Tea helps. If you like different tastes, it helps a little bit more
4) jerking off as coolwhip said is pro tip. I personally recommend a good brothel or whatever you have in town, but you said you are short on cash
5) play indies. Games from small studios with simple graphics. The more realistic the game, the more damage the loss. win or finish has the same satisfaction, this only depends on how much time you've played. (we feel happier finishing a 40 hour action rpg than super mario)
If the above are not enough:
A. Find a punching bag and a pair of gloves. You won't have energy for being angry at home
B. Find a sparring partner. Preferably a friend of yours with a past on some fighting sport or some guy you can trust there won't be a problem if you bleed each other