Go cry in the corner while hugging your XBONE. Then taste your tears and tell us how salty they are.
I get where you are coming from. These (souls) games are not for everybody.
I don't even mean difficulty wise, but I understand not liking them. IMO you should keep pushing on and then decide whether you like it or not. It will test your resolve multiple times, but if you emerge victorious, this feeling that you get, cannot be replicated by playing/beating any other game...
That's how souls games (well, apart from DS2) made me fell and this one, truly reeks of Miyazaki through and through.
God I love this guy!