Owerbart
I miss you
Hello everybody. Maybe you don't remember me, but I was the guy who was about to kill himself due to a girl. Thankfully that thread, named "How to let it go?" was lost after the server issues and the offline period. Maybe that's for the best, looks symbolic.
So, after 20 straight days with a clean mind, I consider that I made a step forward, and it couldn't have been done without the support you gave. Thanks to the people who stayed up late and offered a nice chat, thanks to everyone who gave support on that thread, and thanks to everyone who actually bothered in reading that stuff (as well as this one)
Of course life could still be better. But after all, this doesn't look so bad. I found myself a new job (I quit my job after those events) which turned out to be far better since I'm able to do it from home. The schollarship to New Zealand seems to be gone, but guess what? I've got myself another one to Germany, which ALSO turns out to be better since I have family that can host me when I'm there.
On a side note, I discovered that sadly, sometimes there's no better motivation than revenge. I'm not angry with this girl, in fact she is trying to get in contact with me again. But something inside me pushes me forward to say: "Be the most succesful badass you can be, so tomorrow you can say: 'look what you've could had'". Interesting, nevertheless.
Once again, thanks to everybody, peachyO , KRYS9984 , Hemlock , @Espio , Enenra , and everyobdy who gave support.
Be sure to count me in any trouble you may have, I'll gladly lend a hand or hear your problems.
So, new projects are coming. Finding a way to negate the glitch with Ermac, upload a bunch of stuff I want to share, and make a new Magic: The Gathering thread since the last one was lost.
Thanks TYM for all your support.
Yours truly,
Owerbart