I think you're confusing me with @JagoBlakeFGC who used to be GamerBlake. I was Jago before him, but I still understand what you're trying to say...and thanks for the kind words. I lack a lot of experience and game knowledge, so when I play against a real good player they always make me feel dumb because I'm basically stuck blocking all the time or getting punished or countered.@Jago
You're far from mediocre; we've played in Mortal Kombat 9 / Injustice Gods Among Us and you are probably one of the most skilled / competent players I've ever encountered.
I always told people I knew (on PSN), if you want to push your current skill level and get better, go find Blake and play him immediately. You have a level of patience, footsies and execution that is hard to come by and just the other day I mentioned to a friend that you're probably going to be great in MK11 considering the emphasis on grounded, mid-range play.
Just focus on the good things, don't get fixated on the negativity and keep moving forward.